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<sup>Tootsle said the following:

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200. My middle name is: Anne ...SHUT UP!

199. I was born on: A day

198. I am really: Moody-swingy

197. My cell phone company is: Telus

196. My eye color is: Brown, sometimes hazel, and sometimes gold in the sunlight

195. My shoe size is: I unno >>

194. My ring size is: I don't wear rings, I wouldn't know

193. My height is:TOO FUCKING SHORT! Like.. 4'11.... or something!

192. I am allergic to: Nothing, huzzah I am immune! xD

191. I was born in: Indiana (US)

190. I live in: Vancouver BC (Though I am currently in Montreal on vacation)

189. Last book you read: Vampire Kisses - so thexy lol xD

188. My bed is: Comfortable....

187: One thing you hate about yourself: ONE thing?! I would say low self-esteem, shyness, un-brave ness (Don't let these things take over you. They can stop you from kissing someone when they and you really want to... T_T)

179. My favorite Holiday is: HALLOWEEN!!!

178. The perfect kiss is: His~! Kisses on the hand/cheek are so cute :3

177. The last three CD's I bought are: LOL CDS?! Kyahahhahaha... iTunes, dude.

176. Last song that made me cry was: I Miss You - Blink183

175. Are you single or taken?: Tay khen! (Finally! xD)

174. Are you happy with your relationship status?: Are you kidding me? He's the first guy to ever like me back, and I love him to death! But we're now in a LD relationship so it's kinda sucky...

173. Do you like being single/taken?: Didn't I just awnser that?

170. What did you do last night?: Concert... Rock & Blues, not my thing...

::I Do (YES)/Do Not (NO) Believe In:

142. Love at first sight?: Yup!

141. Luck?: Sometimes

140. Fate?: Depends

139. Yourself?: Not really

138. Aliens?: Nope... LAMEEEE

137. Heaven?: I suppose so

136. Hell?: Not really

135. Ghosts?: Yup

134. Horoscopes?: Uh-Huh! <3

133. Soul mates?: FUCK YEAH!


::Which is Better?::

129. Hugs or Kisses?: Well... with us, it started with hugs, then kisses. I have to say hugs.

128. Drunk or High: Haigh :3

127. Phone or Online: Online...

126. Red hair or Black hair: Shit! Both!

125. Blonde hair or Brown hair: Blonde... me Robin ish blonde... no wait, he's not. He's GOLDEN SUNSHINE UNICORN-NESS!

124. Hot or cold: Cold..

123. Summer or winter: Winter! Summer sucks!!!

121. Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla

120. Night or Day: Night

119. Oranges or Apples: Oranges, but prefferably neither..

118. Curly or Straight hair: Wavy


::Here's What I Think About::

116. Abortion: Whatever, it's the mother's choice...

115. Backstabbers: Haven't been

114. Parents: Bleh..


::Last time I::

103. Went out of town: Yesterday

102. Had food: Earlier this morning

101. Seen someone I haven't seen in a while: ....No idea

100. Cried in front of someone: Last week...

99. Grew: ....................

::MISC::

90. Who is the ditziest person you know: Uhhh...

89. Who makes you laugh the most: Robin -.-

87.The last movie I watched: The Invisible (fantastic!)

82. What I don't understand is: Anything, everything

80. The most unsatisfactory answer I've ever received is: "No reason"

75. Something I will really miss when I leave home is: My room

74. The thing that I'm not looking forward to is: New school next year, Christmas, Birthdays, oh fuck VALENTINES DAY...

73. Tomorrow: Will hopefully be quite uneventful

72. Today: I'm starving on water and Cheetos...

71. Next summer: UGH

70. Next Week: Back home....

67. People call me: Person

66. Do you have any regrets?: Not gonna tell YOU what they are...

65. What are you afraid of?: Umm... after I met Robin I've grown out of most of my fears... getting hit by a car?

64. Who do you miss?: ROBIN! D: <

63. Are you happy?: Happy when he's there..

62. The person who knows the most about me is: Jemma? Maybe Robin too...

60. The most difficult thing to do is: Live

59. I have gotten a speeding ticket: Not old enough to drive..

56. My zodiac sign is: Cancer..

55. The first person i talked to today was: Mom =.=

54. First time you had a crush: Apparantly preschool, I don't remember it but my mother assures me it is so

53. The one person who can't hide things from me: ......

52. Last time someone said something that you were thinking?: Robin: "You know I love you, right?" (I was going to say that ><!!)

51. Right now I am talking to: Lonely, I'm Mr.Lonely, I have nobody...

50. What is your dream job?: Oh jeebus shit D:

Graphic Novel Arist

Artist

Photographer

Proffesional Grafitti Artist

Tattoo Artist

49. First job?: Babysitting

48. I have/will get a job at?: I want to get a job sometime.. I'm thinkin Dairy Queen or summat..

47. I have these pets: Cinnamon, my snake, Smudge, my puppy!

46. I hope: HE'LL JUST FUCKING MOVE BACK! ><

45. The worst sound in the world: Nails on a chalkboard and the sound of hearts breaking

44. The person that makes me cry the most is: Myself..

39. My best friends are: everyone

35. Florida or Hawaii: Neither, ugh

33. My favorite piece of clothing is: Red Riding Hood sweater (Robin tried to wear it once xD)

32. My favorite sport is: Dun liek sports... dodgeball?

31. Last time I cried: Yesterday, while laughing for no reason

30. My friends are: My propertay

29. My computer is: Its not "my" computer... it's a lovely Mac OSX :3

28. The school I go to is: I'm going to a new school next year, nuu!!!

27. Last person I got mad at: Robin... probably...

22. The all-time best movie is: Paprika, it's me & Robin's theme movie !!

21. The all-time best thing in the world is: Love...

18. The most annoying person you know is: My little asscrack of a brother

17. I lose all respect for people who: Posers, vain, un-deserving..

16. The movies I have cried at are: None

15. Closest friend name: Robin (well.. he's more than a close friend...) So Jemma

13. Favorite web site: Mm.. DA and Facebook

12. I want to be: With HIM!!!!!!!! D: <<<<

11. The worst pain I was ever in was?: It's a tie between my dog almost dying and finding out Robin had a girlfriend


10. My favorite word is: Limrick...

9. My room is: Green-walled

8. My favorite celebrity is: Nina Matsumoto is a celebrity to me

5. My weakness is: Naiive-ness

4. What i like about the opposite sex: ......I dunno

3. Who broke your heart: Robin did, then he fixed it :3

2. One thing that makes you feel great is: ROHBIN

1. Apparently does not exist so I said: LAWL ^^</sup>

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<sup>You're the one that reminds me how to smile
You're the one that makes this all worthwile
You're the voice inside me when I cry
You're the reason why I want to die


Probably the last journal before we leave for Montreal tomorrow...


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What kinda soul ya have? 1.2
You scored as a The Pure Soul
You are one who dont have anything to regret, you just live your life and dont even sense, that the way you live is Good, and there are many people who would die to be with you! You have to enjoy your life.. Ya dont beleive this?? Thats one more proof that you've got is true Your Soulmate is : The Beholder
The Pure Soul
80%
The Fairy
60%
The Light Seeker
55%
The Dark Seeker
55%
The Guardian
55%
The Angel
55%
The Goblin
35%
The Normal Human
30%
The Warrior
20%
The Beholder
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<sup>Ah... hey guys.

Well, a lot of things have finally happend. Things I've been dreading, and things I've been wishing for.


Monday - Wednesday

The funny thing about when you know someone loves you, you love them, and then you're apart, is that you can do one of two things. When they're gone, you can either miss them even more than you did when you didn't know they loved you. The other is that you still miss them, but it's alright because you know they love you. The second is what I've got, and I'm thankful for it. Love shouldn't hurt like that.

I won't go into all of the details, but Ibor and I are closer than ever. We went out together on Sunday, and we have a habit on holding hands. When we continued this habit on Monday, at school, the reaction was interesting. We hadn't exactly shown any kind of affection in that way at school before. All of the girls in his class watched us with wide eyes, as if devouring our image mercilessly with their eyes. They didn't say anything. The boys, however, were quite interested. They wondered why, when there were only three days of school left, were we suddenly so couple-ish? When asked if we were dating, all we could say was "Your mom?". Lame comeback, but I'm not sure we even knew the awnser.


We seemed to go everywhere toether, although always followed by some of his friends. One of which could only stare with a confused expression at us. "Aren't you bored?" He'd say, "You're not even doing anything..." (We were leaning against a wall and his arm was around me). Bus rides were great.


Thursday

It was finally the last day of school. I knew it wouldn't be the last day I'd see him, but it would be the last time I'd see him at school. His class was going swimming for the day, and had the choice to go to school and then get driven to the pool, or just go straight to the pool, which was easier. His friends made a huge point of how Ibor wanted to come to school and see me, even though he lived really close to the pool. I can only smile at that, you know?

Well, I saw him in the morning, and had to preserve his memory for the rest of the day. I was sad I wouldn't see him as much as I should've. But school ended, and he was at the bus stop. He looked completely tired out. Fairly peaceful busride once my brother got shooed away. Near Ibor's stop, he asked his friend Sean, "Do you want to get off at her stop today?" "Elle's?" "Yup" "Uhhh.. I need a phone.." I gave him mine easily. I was so happy that I'd see Ibor more than usual. I suppose he shouldn't just invite not only himself over, but a friend as well, to my house, without any beforehand notification...

But hey, it was the last day of school, so I didn't give a shit .



We waited for my mom to get home so we could leave (we couldn't leave my brother home alone). We just hung out in the front yard, then Sean had to go. Me and Ibor talked to people on MSN For a while, then he asked, "Won't it be kind of awkward when your mom gets here?" "Nope" I replied, "We'll just leave right away!" xD And we did.


As soon as we were a safe distance from the house, we held hands. Love is when it doesn't feel awkward anymore. We kept walking in a straight line. We hadn't said much when Ibor surprised me by saying "You know, the only thing we haven't done properly..." I froze. I remembered when we had finished making our names out of pinecones, he said "I has an idea!" "What?" I said. "Kiss?" I paused. "Mmhh.." I haven't REALLY kissed anyone before. I thought that might be what he was bringing up. I let out a huge sigh of releif when he finished his sentence with, "...Fallen asleep on the grass" "Yeah!" I said. Because when we attempt that, the morning bell or the lunch bell always interrupts us and then we have to run back to school. So we went and lay down on a hill overlooking the grey concrete buildings. 'Twas lovely. Julie phoned me and asked ,"Are you with Ibor?" and when I said yes, she asked "Did you guys kiss?" Me: "..........Bye Julie" and I hung up. Ibor laughed. We hugged while lying down and he said, "You know I love you, right?" "Yeah... I love you too."


Well, that was Thursday. I didn't see Ibor at all yesterday, which was pretty damn sucky. He said he'd try to arrange something for today. Haven't talked to him today yet.

He's leaving for Quensel on Tuesday, and I'm leaving for Montreal on Monday. Two weeks for me, forever for him. He promised he'd visit. Let us be the revoloutionary Long Distance Relationship... or someone's gonna get it.


Well..

Better together in Hell than apart in Heaven (my quote thank you very much)


So yeah, gonna visit my mom's relatives in Montreal. Most of whom I've met, but I'm finnaly going to meet my cousins Maya and Bo (Ages six and... four??). Apparantly Maya can't wait to meet me and has been drawing me tons of pictures xD I have to draw her something .

I'm going to write letters to Ibor, might not send them though. I'll try to update here, though it might be hard to upload drawings unless they're photographed.


I suppose I should be sad... but I'm not. Something wrong with me?


----Elle








{Random Interruption}

We were playing Truth or Dare on msn, and my friend dared Ibor to say the cutest most poetic thing about me, and here's what he said:

"I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi or even smile at me because I know, even if its just for a second, that I've crossed your mind."

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-----------• × • A L L A B O U T | M E • × •--------------

Name: Elle
Single or taken: Mmmmmm taken?
Gender: F
Birthday: Sooner than you think *dreading it so much*
Hair color: Geh. Brown, lightish brown..
Eye color: Hazelish
Height: Short...
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Stah-rate

-----------• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •--------------

Where is your favourite place to shop for clothes?: It's so effing hard to find clothes that I like..
Favorite designer?: Don't know any
What is your sexiest outfit?: .............................
What is your most comfortable outfit?: Snow pants.... x3 Wooshy sound when you walk
What do you usually wear?: My red hoodie, random t-shirt, jeans...

--------------• × • S P E C I F I C S • × • -------------------

What kind of shampoo do you use?: I don't really know
What are you listening to right now: I can hear the stupid TV my brother is watching... -_-''
Who is the last person that called you?: Uhh [link]?
How many buddies are online right now?: Hmm.... 6 if yo count me C:

-------------• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •-----------------

Foods: Wheat & Dairy mostly...
Girls names: GINGER!!
Boys names: SETH!!
Subjects in school: Art...........?

----------------• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •-------------

Given anyone a bath?: Nope
Smoked?: No...
Bungee jumped?: No.
Made yourself throw up?: NO
Skinny dipped?: NO!
Ever been in love?: He's my best friend best of all best friends, do you have a best friend too?
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Nope
Pictured your crush naked?: No...
Actually seen your crush naked?: NO................
Cried when someone died?: Yupz
Lied: HAEL YEAH, WHO HASN'T?
Fallen for your best friend?: Nope
Rejected someone?: Kind of
Used someone?: NoNoNo
Done something you regret?: *rolls eyes*

------------• × • C U R R E N T • × •---------------

Clothes: Mmm blue T-shirt and gray pants..
Music: Best Friend - Toybox
Smell: I donno
Desktop picture: Black... nothing more
Cd in player: cd player? Lolz
DVD in player: I have no idea...

----------------• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •----------------------

You touched: Uuuuummm.... Robin?
Hugged: Roooooobin
You IMed: Robin
You yelled at: My bruver?
You kissed: .................... UMM CANT SAY ><

---------------• × • A R E | Y O U • × •---------------------

Understanding: Depends
Open-minded: Dependddz
Arrogant: Yeah... but it DEPENDS
Insecure: Depends!
Random: Yurp
Hungry: Not at the moment..
Smart: Um?
Moody: Yup
Organized: Nuh-uh
Healthy: :C
Shy: I used to be more shy
Difficult: Probably >>
Bored easily: *cough* Not really
Obsessed: With...?
Angry: No, actually
Sad: Not at the moment...
Happy: Eeh, I'm okay...
Hyper: Yah.. not right now though V V
Trusting: Too trusting...

---------• × • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A • × •--------

Kill?: Not anyone, really..
Slap: Tray, who TOUCHED MEH FACE WHEN I WUZ SEETING RAIGHT NEXT TO RAWRBIN WTF?!
Get really wasted with?: Ur mom?
Get high with: Ur mom?
Talk to offline: ...Ur mom?
Talk to online: Ur mom....
Sex it up with: YUR MAWM

------------------• × • R A N D O M • × •---------------------

In the morning I: Wake up
Love is: No words to describe it but LOVERLY
I dream about: I barely ever dream :C
Sexual preference: ................
What do you notice first in the gender you're into: Woah, ur tall :B (I'm just short... T_T

---------------• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • × ---------------

Coke or Pepsi: Coke!
Flowers or candy: Flaaawers I eatz flowerz they are good
Tall or short: Tall like me lurv
---------------• × • W H O • × • ---------------

Makes you laugh: Rawrbin
Makes you smile: Rawr Bin
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: Raw Ben

--------------• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •-----------------

Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: Not ALL night...
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex? Then I'd be gay D:
Wish you were younger: Frick no
Cry because someone said something to you?: Um yeah..

-----------• × • N U M B E R • × •--------------

Of times I have had my heart broken: Ummmm I don't really know dat >>
Of hearts I have broken: Hopefully not too many D:
Of guys I've kissed: *Thinking* Three?
Of girls I've kissed: Nun
Of CD's I own: Like.. six... xD
Of scars on my body: Not really any... mosquito bite scars count?

Mmmm.</sup>

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Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.

Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?

On the day that you were born
and the angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust
in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.

That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around

On the day that you were born
and the angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust
in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.

That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around</sup>